Three Months In with Nine Remaining

Today I complete the third month of my one-year chastity journey. I have to admit it’s proving harder than I anticipated. Being mostly on my own in this (even though I chat with my friend/kh about it) makes things tougher. As I mentioned before, I managed to self-milk using an Aneros twice during this period. However, I’m not sure if I’ll do that again because it feels a bit like cheating when I let myself off the hook. My hormones are certainly messing with my head lately; I’ve developed a strange urge to show my chastity fetish to everyone around me - obviously I won’t actually act on it yet, but this desire is growing almost as urgent as my need for an orgasm. Am I losing my mind? In any case, I’d enjoy chatting with some of you here, mainly just to have somewhere to vent. Yes, I know that’s selfish…