A Significant Turning Point

Yesterday my darling returned to her apartment as she usually does, but with a twist: this weekend she was battling a summer cold. I took care of her just like always, treating her as the most precious person in the universe for all eternity. Thanks to using these male submissive hypnosis MP3s, I’ve been able to really focus on Her needs and desires since they came into my life. I have shaken off several bad habits and picked up many good ones, and she has noticed a massive improvement! Not only that, but I plan to keep it going.

I have spent the last five years working with her managing my sexuality. So when this weekend arrived and Her cold kept us from making love, it was expected. She was coughing quite a bit, which really distressed me as well.

Today, just a short while ago, we were talking on the phone, and she mentioned feeling guilty that she didn’t want to have sex over the past few days. KABOOM! I remained gentle and sweet, reminding her once more that for me, the most wonderful thing after Her orgasms is how much I love, respect, and cherish her while I am kept chaste for more than five or eight days. I thanked her profusely again for this beautiful gift she gives me by keeping my chastity intact. I explained that the longer she keeps me locked up, the stronger those feelings of love, respect, and cherishing become—and these emotions are infinitely better and last much longer than a quick two-second ejaculation. Furthermore, after about seven days in chastity, when I lovingly massage her feet, sleep beside her naked, or simply have her resting her feet on my lap while we watch TV, I can experience orgasms that last for minutes without ejaculating. These can happen multiple times at once. I told Her that over this weekend alone, I had a conservative count of at least 30 such non-ejaculatory orgasms. If she were to let me ejaculate now, it would stop for at least a week while the neuro-chemicals rebuild in my brain. I also shared that after ejaculation, I tend to feel depressed for a couple of days because I lose that loving sensation.:-) But seriously, I told her I enjoy Her orgasms far more than my own—even those without ejaculation are quite moving. Perhaps this is due to the hypnosis recordings associating pleasing her with wonderful feelings for me. One line paraphrases it well: ‘obeying her pleases her, and pleasing her feels very wonderful.’ AND IT IS!

Either way, she sees the benefits of a chastised, submissive man living out his dreams.

In conclusion (I think), the combination of male chastity blog insights, FLR information, and male submission details all work together. Actually, I can’t see how a man could have one without the other two; they go hand in hand. At first, I was skeptical, but after much thought, I decided there must be a level of commitment involved—you need to raise cows if you want milk, chickens for eggs—and similarly, some degree of FLR and male submission is necessary if you desire male chastity. We are getting there.

She grew up believing that women are nothing more than sex toys for men, which has been how she was treated throughout her life. I explained that I understood this, noting it’s hard to change the social conditioning that suggests a woman can only expect a man to be at best a good slave master.

She does enjoy being the Queen of my life.