skinboy Adrift in the Void

I’m certain I’m not alone in favoring the periods when I’m locked up compared to those where I go without. For most of this year, I’ve been happily submissive while wearing my chrome-finished CB 6000, but a week ago several things happened that forced me into release. First, I caught some kind of virus that made me feel down; it naturally dampened my libido, making me question why I spent so much time pleasing myself over just a piece of plastic wrapped around my penis. Second, sleep issues started up—likely due to the virus and/or depression—which left me wide awake staring into nothingness at 4 AM nearly every morning. This resulted in grogginess and irritability for the days that followed. Thirdly, the cock ring snapped right where it attaches to the top spacer ring, making a full repair nearly impossible.

So last week I went without any device and felt adrift, almost ‘meaningless’ without the reassuring hold of the CB around my shaft. Sure, I was free to do as I pleased, even masturbate if I wanted to, but I didn’t! With freedom comes responsibility, and without that brake on my feelings, I ended up feeling strangely disconnected, like a man wandering in space.

After a few days, the virus cleared up, my sleep improved, and I realized I could probably just glue the broken cock ring back together since it’s unlikely I’ll need to change ring sizes anytime soon. When my key holder finally locked me back in, it felt like coming home. No longer free, but truly liberated…I don’t just want chastity; I need it.