Chastity Device and Mental State

Hi there! I’m new here and would appreciate some input. I’ve been wearing a chastity device for just over twelve weeks continuously. This is the longest my girlfriend has ever kept me without a release. Before, it was usually brief stints—a week or two—followed by permission to have an orgasm and be let out. But this time, I’ve been told I’ll stay locked up for quite a while as punishment for something that really angered her.

She hasn’t specified exactly how long the sentence is, but she mentioned that if I keep asking for release, it will only get longer.

Here’s my issue… She teases me relentlessly every night to the point where I’m not just suffering from painful blue balls; I feel like I’m going mad with frustration. It isn’t just during the teasing sessions either—it’s constant. The teasing lasts so long and feels so intense that I’ve started crying to her nightly now. These aren’t little whimpers or minor tears, but full-on sobbing fits where I beg her to let me out. It’s like my emotions are spiraling; I can’t focus properly and feel like I’m losing my mind. To add to the misery, she physically cuffs me and uses other immobilization devices for hours each night, leaving no way out from the torment. She is being so cruel because she is furious about what I did—she nearly ended things with me—and instead of breaking up, we agreed I would endure chastity along with physical penalties like whipping and caning until she decides I’ve suffered enough.

My question is… Can this level of teasing really drive a man mentally insane? I never thought it possible, but now I seriously doubt my sanity holds. Everything feels off. It’s a mix of frustration, occasional anger, guilt, submission, loss of control, and intense worship toward her. All day long, all I can think about is release. At night, the dread of being teased terrifies me. She has also been giving me Viagra on many nights to ensure I stay sensitive and aroused for longer periods. Could anyone please advise how to manage this emotionally? Does it improve? I’ve noticed that as I cry more, she seems to enjoy my distress, so I’m trying to hold back, but the fear of losing my mind is growing. What are the psychological effects of being treated like this?

We have a dedicated section for discussions exactly like yours. You should receive better feedback if you post there: viewforum.php?f=5

:o:shock::lol: Are you implying that some members here actually fantasize about this exact scenario?;)

It’s unfortunate that it seems to be treated as a fantasy; I too wonder what the emotional and mental consequences are. I was looking forward to hearing some opinions.