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Lately, a Domme has decided to Own me for the next three months (with plans to re-negotiate after that). As part of this arrangement, she agreed to take control over my orgasms. Although she doesn’t insist on constant cage wear, I’ve been wearing one pretty much non-stop unless an activity makes it impractical.

For Easter, however, I returned home to my parents’ house. I usually keep kink stuff separate when with family, so I wasn’t wearing my chastity cage (though apparently being out of state didn’t mean leaving the Owner’s jurisdiction:p).

But my Owner wanted to ensure I remembered who was in charge: she ordered me to write a fantasy for six of the seven days away.

Fitting time into family activities wasn’t easy enough, but most of it involved having my laptop plugged into a spare monitor out in the living room while doing some work. This meant I also had to be careful no one was looking over my shoulder as I wrote!

Of course, the hardest part was planning and writing these fantasies whilst being unlocked… which made me very tempted to touch myself but kept from doing so.

She might be new to being a Dominant, but my Owner certainly seems effective at it.

And I don’t know if I love or hate it:p