Female led relationships discussion

Oh wow! I just melt away; I absolutely adore being controlled, especially by a woman in any manner. It could be smells, panties, or even farts. Body worship, having my cum made to come out, spankings, chastity devices, ass-licking until clean, foot/shoe/boot licking—all while on my knees where I belong. Being peed on or drinking it myself. Humiliation! Oh god, do I have it bad? Why does this turn me on so much? Need some feedback here. PLEASE!