Introductions discussion

For a time I believed things were becoming less strict. My wife picked up on some new insights and decided that long term chastity was impacting me negatively, not being so great for my health in several areas. She mentioned she would reduce her demands to an orgasm every 2-3 weeks or so. I took this as a sign she was softening her dominant role but boy was I wrong.

I spent all of yesterday acting as her servant and provider of orgasms while staying locked up, wearing panties with full face makeup which doesn’t suit me well but is humiliating—which is exactly what she wants for her goal. I thought she would let me cum at the end of the day given all the pampering I did for her: several long massages, a bath, and fetching whatever she wanted. Instead we ended the night with me massaging her feet for two hours while she watched some of her favorite shows.

We talked a little; as she is not fond of sexual talk for some reason—and she said that she is getting used to dominating me. She sees how submissive I get when she does and likes that part of it. She is no longer afraid that I will get mad at her or think she’s a shrew bitch from hell. It has been an eleven-month journey but it is finally coming together. Today she had me prepare her breakfast followed by a morning massage. Later on she called me into the bedroom to inform me that she would like me to lick her bum clean. I have done this before, but today it was actually dirty this time and I will spare you the details.

She then said I hadn’t done some things well last week so I ended up on the other end of her flogger counting the blows. She quit at 45 because she was raising welts all over my bum and back, and I have a doctor’s appointment this week. Then she told me to lay down with her but I could not kiss her for obvious reasons. She told me to play with her vagina which I eagerly did but after a while she said I wasn’t doing it properly for her so she grabbed her vibrator. Even that didn’t do the job because it needed new batteries. She had me put in fresh ones and brought herself to a wonderful orgasm. Then she told me to leave the bed as she was done, no thank you or teasing. I asked her about me and she replied that she came and that was all that mattered.

I can sense her whole demeanor changing. She even hinted at extending my chastity period beyond what we talked about. I reminded her about the negative effect it has on me and she said so what? She went from somewhat hesitant dominant one week to a strict dominant woman. I don’t know bout you, but does your wife laugh when she teases you and gets off on leaving you hanging? Our marriage has been kinky all along but her dominant side usually went away once we left the bedroom—and now it is there 24/7, and I am not sure that’s what I want. For example, last night she asked if my hands hurt after massaging her feet for an hour right after giving me a full body massage. Normally if I answered “yes,” she would tell me that was enough. Not this time though; she made me go another hour despite the cramps and pain in my already nerve-damaged hands.

The best way to describe the change in her is like someone threw a switch, and her dominant side took complete control over her body. I was expecting it to grow gradually as it had been doing.