Introductions discussion

Hello everyone, I’ve been lurking on this forum for about a week, and I finally decided to set up an account. I’m 18 years old, based in Germany, and currently not locked. The tricky part is that I still live with my parents, so I’m figuring out how to order and conceal a chastity device at home. In roughly three years’ time, I’ll likely rent my own place where I can fully indulge my fantasies;) These fantasies include chastity of course, but I’m also into feminization and would love to achieve a convincing female appearance. Bondage and Pain/Electro sex are two other areas I want to explore, though my current living situation makes that difficult. While the idea of taking or sucking dildos appeals to me, I wouldn’t want to take it from a real man since I’m only attracted to women. A big welcome to you all:)