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i’ve now been wearing the cage since New Year’s Day and have had my holy trainer v2 on for four days after switching from the CB6000s, which felt too bulky for me. The lock was a bit bothersome…but it is totally brilliant. There is no way I can pull out, and as my balls fill up inside, moving around becomes even harder.

my girlfriend loves it too. She said it makes my cock look really cute and she likes that she doesn’t have to think about me playing with myself or trying on the device…this didn’t start out this way. I was supposed to be in chastity to stop masturbating but engage more sexually with her; she initially agreed reluctantly, saying that’s fine but she will always make the first move, and unless she does, I’m not to bother her… i now haven’t come in three weeks and we haven’t had sex together since New Year’s Eve…she shows no signs of wanting to engage with me sexually at all. Last night she wanted to cum so she used her vibrator; she told me to take a shower whilst she did that…i found it incredibly horny…I really want to cum but i don’t know how, i get very hard at work sometimes and have aching balls. am i causing myself damage? I dont know, i hope not.

tonight im allowed to take it off for a clean of the device and myself. i am getting used to this routine; she watched me do it and then tells me to sit there and wait til i get soft before putting it back on. when i swapped devices earlier I had to sit for 30 mins with a bag of ice just to get the HT on, i think it was a mixture of excitement about the new device which didnt help either. she was particularly amused how excited i got when she told me it had arrived…her exact words “i bet you didnt think you could get that excited about locking your cock up did you?”, i blushed a little but i couldnt hide my obvious eagerness to take out the device and give it a try.

quite a random brain dump, just wanted to share.