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I shared this over two years ago under a different account. I lost the password and closed that email, which forced me to start fresh with a new one. Much has changed since then, yet the yearning (and fire) in my heart for serving, growing, being locked and owned is stronger than ever before. I’ve tried cross dressing for the first time and am discovering an increasing appeal towards ‘sissy’ things. It feels like I’m just starting to uncover who I truly am, but I can’t quite release that inner self without the guidance of a caring Dominant. So here I post again what my heart desires, waiting hopefully for that special “One”. Thank you for taking time to read.

This month has been both painful and enlightening, difficult yet full of hope. I am learning more about myself: indeed, a good servant bound in chastity should not offer this out of weak desire alone, but from inner personal strength. My personality’s power comes from realizing my submission isn’t coming from some non-thinking doormat, but rather from a rational mind that knows its place is best found under the authority of a dominant woman. By offering myself I am asking you to help fulfill my calling in life—to bring clarity into a world that tries to demand dominance because I am male. I cannot change society, but I can live the life I was born for: offering myself wholly to my mistress, initially through matters of chastity, and hopefully more as our relationship deepens.

All I have to give is this imperfect specimen, who desires with his whole heart to live in submission and chastity to Another. He longs to grow and perfect the offerings of his life unto You, becoming a pleasing example of the efforts You invest in him.

So once again I come, humbly seeking One who would choose to guide me on this journey. Thank you for taking the time to read.