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Day 58 on the clock. The Bon-4 gave me my first genuine trouble: sharp pinching last night, testicles feeling seriously tender this morning, and angry red marks on the scrotum where that pinch happened. L told me I could take it off until things settled… what a Sweetheart! Even though I want her to be more dominant with me, today I’m thankful she isn’t being too harsh. Oddly enough, I actually miss it now. I miss that pull on my package reminding me who owns me, and knowing She holds the key close against her chest, safe under her bra. It’s not the first time this journey has caught me off guard…