Female led relationships discussion

As you know we have explored lots in the last few years… I feel that we are now reaching almost a point of no return, a plateau. The way I see it is that we are moving up, but at the same time could be tempting fate into something that may break us. We are talking extreme fetish that I feel could push us over the edge… I love him, he loves me but if we go for the next stage it could result in us being alienated from each other. An amazing hand made cot has been ordered, the mattress is here and the baby outfits are lovely..but am I ready? I have been Mummy and Mistress for a long time now but this time things will be more intense and much more…REAL! I am very nervous as this will result in him sleeping away from me on many occasions to make this real. I will miss him… But hey, I am a kinky f******r too so what’s not to like, it will be good x