Female led relationships discussion

As a few of you are aware, Mistress is putting me through my paces for selfishly hoping to finish up as her slave back in February. This comes after she was so kind to let me climax nearly seven months ahead of schedule.

Mistress had to head out on a business trip Thursday morning. Before departing, she locked me into my maid uniform and handed down (quite long) list of chores I needed to tackle before her Saturday evening return. Yay! Honestly, I can’t decide if I’m more thrilled about seeing her or simply being able to shower again. She should be back in roughly 12 hours!

One item on the checklist was taking out all the trash. She also commanded me to clear out our storage room, which meant there was plenty of garbage to dispose of.

We reside in a large apartment complex with community dumpsters at either end of each parking lot. Our building sits right in the middle of one such lot. Naturally, Mistress has never required me to go outside dressed en femme before now. I suspect someone spotted me, even though I waited until past 1:00 AM for my trip. It was embarrassing enough just strolling to the dumpster with no one around. Who knows if anyone peeked out from a window at that very moment?

Then things got worse. As I was heading back and nearly reached the steps, a car turned the corner and caught me in its headlights. It was wonderfully humiliating. My heart started pounding and I was terrified. My first thought was, ‘I only wish Mistress were here to enjoy my debut into public humiliation.’ My second thought was, RUN!!!

So I ran up the stairs and back into the apartment. It was an incredibly exhilarating experience. My heart is still racing with excitement.

Now I face a dilemma. Part of me wants more public humiliation because that total embarrassment felt like a rush. Another part of me wishes it never happens again.