Female led relationships discussion

My wife allowed me to climax during sex last night after a week of wonderful T&D. It was wonderful! Unfortunately, she let me sleep without the cage and I acted like a naughty boy. I woke up in the middle of the night with a huge erection and strong desire. I quickly got some tissues and my phone, pulled up an image of that lovely news anchor who is always on TV, and masturbated to her picture. I am so disappointed in myself.:( It feels like everything I learned about focusing on my wife and respecting all the beautiful women around us went right out the window last night. Three months of no masturbation, then this happens. Now I don’t trust myself when I am unlocked. I haven’t told my wife yet because I know she will be upset and likely delay my next orgasm by at least a week. Is this normal for someone fairly new to chastity? I’m young and my drive is incredibly high! What should I do?

There isn't much you can do now. A complete waste of three months for just a few seconds of pleasure. Your wife will be so disappointed in you, and I expect you feel wretched too.