Female led relationships discussion

I woke up at my usual 5:45am this morning to ensure the house was spotless for when my wife got up. Once I finished my chores, I headed to the bedroom around 7:15 to lick her toes, signaling that all my household duties were done. She showed she wanted me to pleasure her, so I gave her a fantastic tongue session! Afterward, she stroked my balls and asked if I wanted to be naughty and cum or stay good and remain locked. After nearly 8 weeks, I couldn’t take any more pressure and decided to be the naughty one. She unlocked me and started stroking; I climaxed within seconds!!! I feel incredibly relaxed today, granted a day of freedom before locking up again tonight. However, I can’t help but feel guilty about my choice this morning. I wish I had opted for being good instead, even though all my submissive feelings have faded somewhat and replaced by a nice sense of calm. Should I be feeling guilty?