Female led relationships discussion

I’m getting so fed up with this teasing routine. I snapped at my mistress earlier… She’s starting to look pretty unreliable when it comes to making arrangements. It’s actually quite easy for me to set up a meetup; I ran a test ad on Craigslist and got flooded with responses. I’ve since deleted the post. Something was supposed to go down last night but didn’t happen. Or maybe she talks to guys who want to wear dresses but are straight, they say… Anyway, I’m just rolling with it. She’s trying to make money as a professional domme though… Soooo… I have my own funds and am definitely not broke or struggling in any way… In fact, I cover many of her bills. I might even start calling her Mistress Ineeda because that’s all I hear—inneeda… It’s hardly my fault she lacks steady work, is on disability, suffers from Lyme disease plus every other symptom imaginable. She claims to have ten thousand food and chemical allergies. Plus four pets in various states of health… Always trying to diagnose what ails me… I get annual checkups and other tests as needed.. Conventional physicians say I’m healthy but I bet there’s some alternative medicine doc out there who’ll take my cash, put me on exotic supplements I probably don’t need anyway. She sees an alternative doctor, and I’ve covered the last two visits for her at $400 each time plus paying rent for both of us.. In an apartment that looks like a storage unit inside… I can barely move or clean anything unless she wants to or is ready to do so; however my stuff is always out of place… Just reaching my limit with her. I wonder if she’s just using this arrangement as a ploy to get by and survive, which means I need to gather the strength to pack up and leave. I’m supposed to put her on a pedestal and handle whatever she throws at me.. So close to telling her to go pound sand and find someone else… I won’t be giving her any more money because it feels like as soon as I hand over cash, there are ten thousand other expenses popping up.. Like when she says she wants her hair done, I say I’ll pay for it, then she’s like yeah but I need supplements and my dog needs this or that ..sorry I am not paying for animal stuff. I don’t ask her to cover any of my expenses, nor my children’s or vehicle costs; I handle them myself..just getting annoyed thanks for listening even if this is the wrong place to post this.