Female led relationships discussion

It appears that last night, the ruined O joined @Mistress Amanté ‘s collection of techniques. She not only performed it once with almost nothing coming out but did so again where a steady stream flowed. There were no spurts or jets, just a continuous flow. I realized both instances were truly the ruined type, offering a completely new feeling of frustration and denial. Shortly after, she decided to give me an incredible toe-curling O until completion. I’m uncertain about how frequently she’ll employ this new method now that she knows she holds full control. She has shared pictures on tumblr with captions like “only ruined from here out” and similar phrases. Has anyone else experienced being only ruined? I don’t think she’d go quite that far, but it’s certainly her choice if she wishes to. I was just curious about what living in the long term looks like.