Introductions discussion

Hello everyone. I’m not exactly new to the kink world; I’ve always loved watching it, thinking about it, and of course masturbating while imagining various scenarios. However, I haven’t had much hands-on experience with it myself. About a year ago, I met this woman who has really changed things for me. Right from our early sexting days, I confessed that I wanted to be her submissive, ready to face punishment if I couldn’t last long enough in bed to help her reach orgasm. That admission was like opening the floodgates.

Once we started sleeping together, my role as her submissive became clear. It evolved into a ritual before bedtime where she’d make me strip or wear panties. Then I suggested taking on chores and facing punishment if I didn’t complete them correctly. When she asked how far I wanted to go with this lifestyle, I told her I was ready for the long haul. We had recently bought a paddle, so after she reminded me of my safe word, she directed me to grab the sides of our kitchen island and bend over.

She left the room and returned quickly. When I turned around, she looked at me sharply and said, “Look straight ahead… I’m going to give you a taste of what awaits if you break my rules.” She pulled down both my pants and underwear. As she began listing the rules for me to repeat back, every time I stumbled on a word, I got another lick with her tongue. When I let go of the island to reach behind, POP—the pain hit hard. “Hey baby,” I said… POP.

Since then, I’ve really enjoyed playing this part, and we’ve been diving deeper into it together. I’m discussing varying up our punishments and increasing her control; for instance, I want more humiliation and stronger leadership from her. Recently, she caught me masturbating. After that incident—and a subsequent paddling in the kitchen where my upstairs neighbors actually stopped talking to listen (and my Mistress laughed as I counted)—she asked if I’d wear a chastity device. Naturally, I said yes.

Now that our Amazon order arrived, I was allowed one final supervised masturbation session before being locked up. Almost immediately, I felt desperate for stimulation; it felt like something in my brain was screaming for attention down there. My Mistress noticed and permitted me to perform oral sex on her. Last night alone, I ate her pussy three times. About three hours ago, she pegged me.

She explained that while I can continue eating her out and receiving pegging sessions, these are the only pleasures until I earn back my right to masturbate independently. The question is: what exactly do I need to do? Earlier today, before she headed off to work, I received another paddling immediately after being unpegged. Now I’m sitting here feeling a mix of excitement and frustration—my bottom is sore, but I love knowing it’s locked up tight.