Female led relationships discussion

I am owned in a long distance relationship. I have been locked for some time and experienced each phase of chastity that I assume most men go through. However, I’ve reached a point where it is very clear to me that something significant is missing. Remove just the state of being locked with no escape. Remove sexual acts. Remove being owned and submissive to someone you only interact with online, and for me there remains a big empty hole. Being in Chastity and being submissive to someone requires skin on skin… I need to smell, taste, and feel the woman I am committed to.

I’m now uncertain about what I will do regarding my long distance commitment.