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I was being a selfish and naughty girl last night, and my master has made sure I tell you just how bad I behaved.

Right before we went to bed, I told him I was feeling very horny. He asked if I wanted to cum, and I said yes—I’d do it all over his arse. He turned around and gestured for me to start. At first, I hesitated because I thought he was giving in to me and being too easy (trying to top from the bottom again). But I began working my sissy cock against his arse; it felt so good that I could feel myself getting more selfish.

I stopped just before climaxing and started feeling guilty. Little did I know, master was playing a game—he knew I would stop. He then told me that my small sissy cock doesn’t deserve to cum, and only his superior master cock will be the one coming.

After that, he ordered me to pleasure him, after which I had to ride his big cock. I did as commanded and he came. Then he instructed me to squat over a cup so he could release his cum into it. Following that, I was told to drink what was inside, with the reminder that since I asked for cum, I guess I got exactly what I wanted.

I must admit, though, I felt somewhat satisfied just feeling my master’s power over me. And I’m glad I didn’t cum in the end—it would have been such a waste.

I am a selfish sissy and owe an apology to my master. I hope I don’t disappoint him too much.