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It’s finally happening. After lurking for ages and getting a Bird Lock Mini (which I’m still not thrilled with), I told my girlfriend of four years that I want to wear a chastity belt and be her submissive boyfriend. I bought the Bird Lock without telling her, showed it to her, and she had one of those huge grins I’ve never seen before.

After trying out the Bird Lock for a while and getting used to how it fits and feels, we decided that wearing a full chastity belt 24/7 isn’t practical for me. I work in construction, go to the gym, sweat heavily, plus I can unlock myself if needed. So we’re using mental chastity (honor system) along with the Bird Lock.

On Saturday night, she gave me a blow job and let me cum in her mouth before spitting it back into mine. We’d been talking about this for ages but she held out until Sunday morning when she teased me and told me to put on the CB. We went grocery shopping; I usually skip underwear for casual outings (and never wear them at home). Since my flaccid penis is small—about 1-2 inches—the CB gives me a bulky look, which feels a bit embarrassing. So I pushed the cart without taking my hands off it while she put items inside. The feeling of submission and kink was intense enough that precum started leaking down my legs. When we were alone in an aisle, she grabbed my butt, touched the CB, or slid a finger into my cleft (I love anal stimulation).

Back home, she took me out of the CB and got on all fours. She used a Share strapless strap-on to fuck my ass by hand (she was on her period so didn’t want to make a mess) while holding her plug-in vibrator against her clit. I was told to just take it until she was close to climaxing, then she let me jack off. The sensation was very intense.

After that, the CB went back on. Later, after dinner, we decided to watch a movie even though I wasn’t keen at first; she said it would be worth my time. As the movie started, my pants and CB came off. My GF slowly teased me through the whole film but didn’t let me cum. Afterward, we went to the bedroom where I stroked her back with one of those feather ticklers on a stick we own.

We haven’t signed any formal chastity contract or set down strict rules yet. While I was tickling her back and thighs with the feather, she explained how things will work. I’ll be allowed only one ejaculation per day (I’m addicted to both jacking off and watching porn, usually cumming three times a day before this change left feeling unimportant). We’re using the honor system 24/7 for mental chastity, but keeping the belt on when it’s practical since I can get out of that thing easily. It gets too restrictive for my job and gym sessions anyway.

She then gave me another tease-and-denial session for about thirty minutes before saying goodnight with a reminder not to jack off.

I hope this is just the beginning of my new life as her submissive partner.