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Wow… After almost nine months and with no warning at all, my Wife freed me from my CB last night! I’m feeling a bit shaky this morning, so please excuse any rambling on my part! The evening went pretty much ‘normally’. When I got home, my Wife said she was heading out and told me to go take a shower. So I did, and while I was in there, she brought out our bondage gear. So things proceeded as expected; I was secured with harnesses and cuff on the bed before being made to watch her get ready. She had a shower then got dressed-in her little red sundress and my favorite Gap shoes! After teasing me for a bit, saying she’d be ‘some time’, she put my phone in my hand and left.:confused0068: I received various texts confirming that the shoes were giving their usual amount of attention and noting that she wouldn’t text much because she was ‘preoccupied’. She returned after a couple of hours (it felt longer than that, I must admit), walked into the bedroom, and just stood there. She asked how I had been and if I wanted to know where she’d gone, etc? I obviously answered yes; however, she said she wasn’t going to tell me yet and gave my bum a smack with the paddle, adding that asking again would earn me another one (she knows physical pain isn’t really my thing). Then she went off for another shower and returned to the bedroom to release me from the harnesses. She lay down on the bed afterward and said she’d like me to lick her (so I obliged!). The licking lasted about 15 minutes, then she told “Please get your strap-on ready.” Knowing immediately that I was going to penetrate her, I put it on and did exactly that. About ten minutes later, she suddenly remarked, *“I think I’ll play with your cock for a while.” The CB seemed the obvious choice, but then she went away and returned holding the key!:confused0068: She unlocked the padlock and began stroking my cock; honestly, you wouldn’t believe it when I thought my head was going to detach from my shoulders. After a few minutes, she looked at me and asked “Would you like to fuck me for real?” Of course I said yes, half-expecting her to just say “Never mind” or something similar. Instead, she simply replied “OK then,” turned onto all fours, and said *“Come on.” I have to admit, my heart was racing; I still swear I thought she might be playing tricks with me, so I stood there behind her for a moment. She glanced back and asked “Don’t you want to?” I replied that I absolutely did but was terrified. Telling me not to worry because everything would be fine, she reached around, grabbed my cock, and guided it inside her! I was in absolute bliss!! I started fucking her VERY gently and VERY slowly because I feared finishing too quickly; however, she didn’t mind that. Just very slow, gentle strokes (I definitely wasn’t going to make her cum this way!) and about four minutes later, the surge hit me, so I told her I was about to finish. She just said “That’s fine,” and then off I went like a banshee!! Words fail me when describing the sensations that ripped through my entire body-my cock, head, stomach, and legs were all burning. It was simply an amazing array of feelings that mere words cannot capture; only someone who has experienced it will understand what I mean. We lay there in bed for about half an hour discussing how I felt and whether I was okay, etc., I told her I was fine and asked why she decided to let me out. Her answer? It “was time”. I’m not sure where things go from here, but right now I am free of my CB! I had wondered about feeling ‘post release’, but actually, I feel perfectly well. I’ve read stories of men feeling ‘exposed’ or ‘lost’ without their cages on, but I don’t feel either way (it’s still early days for me!). I’m not sure what else to add right now and am certain I’ll update this in the next few days, so for now I intend to enjoy my freedom!!:character0180: title: