Female led relationships discussion

I think I’ve come here for different reasons than everyone else. Yes, I would find it exciting to wear a chastity belt with my wife acting as my keyholder, only allowing me out every three or four months when I’ve been a good boy and never having the ability to masturbate again.

But my wife has a low sex drive, which has been the case since we got married (the wedding cake ruined our sex life). We might have intercourse once a month. For a day or two after that, I’m fine not thinking about sex, but then I’d masturbate to relieve frustration. Even so, I still feel frustrated and wonder when my next time will be.

So here is where things stand now: we haven’t had sex since early April. The last time I masturbated was on the 19th of April. After two weeks without any contact at all, I felt good. My frustration levels are dropping as each day passes, and I feel better overall. I would love to wear my CB6000 because it helps me relax more; if that makes sense.

We had a decent argument about the male chastity belt (CB6000). She told me to stay away from her while wearing it because she finds it disgusting, so I did. I even wrote an heartfelt letter of one and a half pages explaining my perspective on male chastity. To me, it isn’t just a toy; it’s something that lets me relax when I’m used to it, without the pressure of sex just because we kiss. And still no joy from her side.

I know someone else might have walked away from this marriage years ago, but that would go against my inner beliefs. Thank you for reading. Right now, I am not looking for ideas on how to change things. It is like a phoney war: no fighting, but also no holding of hands.