Female led relationships discussion

There’s a question that has puzzled me for some time. I am certainly hopeless when it comes to submitting to Women, and with my Mistress in particular, I would worship the ground She walks on. As someone who strongly believes in Female supremacy, this applies to ALL women; even if a woman is herself submissive, I still feel inferior and eager to serve her every desire. My feelings toward men are less clear cut. I can’t quite put my finger on it, but there are some males whom I could see myself submitting to.

However, when dealing with certain male subs—especially sissies—I often feel the reverse: nearly superior. There seems to be an underlying need for me to have a slave of my own. Could there be another personality hidden within? A sort of dormant dominatrix? It feels strange that I would want to feminize (irreversibly, naturally) and lock away in a firm chastity belt with no hope of relief—a sissy mistress’s very own servant. The thought of humiliating a sub this way is quite thrilling.

It hasn’t happened yet, but I’ve shared these feelings with my Mistress. I was worried She might be displeased, but She just laughed and encouraged my desires … naturally, while offering some playful teasing remarks in between, calling me “Mistress Katrin” several times and pointing out specific men to ask if I’d like to turn them into chastised sissy subs.

I wonder if other subs and sissies share these same feelings. By the way, I don’t mean those who switch roles naturally by disposition. Rather, I’m talking about that simultaneous sensation of being submissive to one person while feeling dominant toward another …

Of course, I’d love to hear from Mistresses: what would you do if your sub suddenly developed such longings? Would You be surprised, annoyed, upset, or amused? Would You grant Your sub’s wish or knock the nonsense out of him/her?

As for me, this feeling is both exciting and confusing at once …

Hugs and curtseys, maid katrin