Female led relationships discussion

Guilt! I suppose I’m still fairly new to all this, so my mind is in the process of adjusting. But … Has anyone else felt it back when they first started, or do you carry that guilt with you now? Have your submissive fantasies and desires come into focus as the days went by (desires I didn’t know I had), leading me to imagine various situations? So … Last night, my initial seven-day stretch of Chastity came to a somewhat anticlimactic end. I struggled internally with these emerging feelings, wants, dreams, and physical sensations, trying to understand them. It feels silly; I realize I shouldn’t run from them but welcome them without reservation. Since I never considered myself the submissive type before this point, I’m navigating unexplored territory here. Perhaps I’ve always had those tendencies deep down but just didn’t notice? (I’ve been digging through my thoughts). If they were there, they certainly haven’t felt so intense until now.