Female led relationships discussion

I’ve brought this up before: a cage doesn’t matter for me because medication has left my penis permanently soft. My real problem is that I’m a bottom who loves giving head, hooked on dangerous liaisons with random guys for years. Once I told my wife everything—and she was almost walking out—we settled into a marriage where the woman calls the shots in every way. If I sleep with anyone else, she gets an uncontested divorce and keeps all our money. Under this deal, she’s feminizing me from the inside out, which I’m totally okay with since I’ve always preferred sex as women experience it. To mimic that gay intimacy I loved so much, I milk myself every day, swallow my own cum, and use an anal vibrator. This works great to keep me in chastity while keeping my wife secure.