Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

My Goddess @n2toys has let me know that she plans to grant me a full orgasm on the final Saturday of February. I’m heading out this Sunday for a five-day business trip, and She sees it as an ideal opportunity. I’ll be away, so She won’t have to deal with my grumpiness after being topped off or my restless energy while still in that high state, allowing Her more focus on work. This morning, lying in bed with fluttering feelings for my stomach, I’m anticipating the upcoming release and wondering how it will feel. Post-orgasm torture used to be a constant fixture back then… It’s been nearly eight months since my last genuine real-O. The other night, My Goddess mentioned that after receiving this orgasm, I’ll need to decide if this is truly what I desire. I asked whether She means I must determine if I ever want another orgasm again? The Goddess’ answer was “Not necessarily ‘never’, perhaps just once a year like on your birthday.” Goodness, I’m past fifty yet feel youthful as a teenager!:love::)