Female led relationships discussion

I’ve recently faced a penalty due to my own error, and I’m curious… does breaking down the old version of myself happen before being rebuilt into the persona my Mistress wants?

It might not be phrased perfectly, but it feels like she is stripping away my masculinity and all those traditional male qualities… so we can keep moving forward toward enlightenment!

My mind keeps circling back to how I can please her…that’s where my attention lies now…am I being weak?

I’m spending at least 10 days alone; she won’t talk to me. I have to send daily reports, but she’ll give no reply.

Just seeking some insight into how this process really functions…