Female led relationships discussion

I’ve lost track of how many times we’ve begun and ended this FLR lifestyle. It’s a dream realized for him, while for me it means finally receiving the respect I always wanted and earned. Unfortunately, my foolishly impatient little piggy is never satisfied with the amount of time I spend catering to his every irrational demand! One moment he’s on cloud nine after our sexual encounter, but by the next day he’s angry because I didn’t text him enough that day. He constantly claims that my words and how I wield them are such a turn-on for him—that no one speaks like I do—yet as soon as I forget something I was supposed to do during the day, it’s all over. Because I haven’t devoted enough time to dominating him, he argues it isn’t as important to me as it is to him and that our arrangement will never work! I am devastated again, just as usual. Months pass with us drifting apart until I reach my limit. We talk, and he promises he’s done acting like a selfish little pig; he’ll give me the time I need to become the mistress I have the potential to be. So, it is with great pleasure that I announce my sub has accepted that he no longer controls ANYTHING! Wish him luck:)

Question for you all. If you love this so much, why are you always messing it up? Keyholders… Am I the only one dealing with these issues?