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I know I don’t post often, but our daily lives are rather dull and conventional. My sexual activity is low, as are my orgasms. Naturally, this isn’t going to shift much. To give some context… Meeting my girlfriend over a decade ago felt like finding someone perfectly matched for me. We were young and shared numerous kinks. Those years were fantastic, filled with sex and BDSM play. We also found male chastity then, though it was more of a game back in the day. I would wear it for a few days up to a week before stowing it away for months… However, 2016 marked a turning point. Things began to evolve. Our first child arrived in 2014 and our second in 2016. Pregnancy took its toll on her libido during that time. It wasn’t just while pregnant; even afterward, we found ourselves having less sex overall. When we did incorporate chastity, the periods of being locked grew longer. In 2016, I was first locked for four months with frequent releases and orgasms, but later in that same year spent another four months without a single release. The following year saw me on and off lock at various intervals. With two kids and limited free time, things were busy. By the end of 2017, my MM jailbird was sitting in its drawer for four months. During this period, she also discovered ruined orgasms. I wasn’t always locked up, but I rarely got to cum when I did, usually resulting in a ruined orgasm. I went back into lock in October and remained there until January 1st, 2018. The rule for 2018 was straightforward: my device stays on 24/7. She decides when I get released, which hasn’t been often—perhaps once or twice a month. Sometimes we have sex, and she locks me back up without letting me cum. I estimate I had around ten orgasms that year.