Introductions discussion

I’ve been gone for too long, just like a Soundgarden tune:) Life has thrown us all kinds of curveballs, and things haven’t been any different here. Because I’ve had some minor health issues that aren’t life-threatening, my wife and I have drifted from our Femdom dynamic. We don’t even possess a chastity device right now - which should be fixed soon, hopefully.

To put it simply, I deal with a physical disability that often calls for heavy doses of painkillers, specifically Oxycodone (Oxy). For those who know, Oxy can wipe out sexual desire in some folks, myself included - think of it as the opposite of Viagra. It brings other annoying side effects too, but they’re more nuisances than major problems. Living a submissive lifestyle becomes really tough for me when I’m on these meds, and I miss the days when my wife had total control over everything. Most here get that. I haven’t been locked up in nearly three years.

Over the past few months, this has gotten increasingly frustrating. The urge to be restrained is growing stronger; honestly, at times it feels like I want being chastened more than I need the painkillers. I’ve also picked up some bad habits that impact us both: staying up late and not moving around much in the house. Sure, I do chores and other tasks, but nothing too serious.

My wife manages my Oxy supply because I have a nasty habit of grabbing extra pills when needed (not for the “high”, though - strictly for pain relief), which is why she took charge of that aspect.

Yesterday I refilled my prescription, and she now holds them. I sat down to write her a three-page letter detailing most of what I’ve shared here along with some other small details, but I haven’t handed it over yet.

I suppose I’m seeking advice from anyone who might have faced something similar.

Anyway, hello again! Missed you all:) Thanks for hearing me out…