Female led relationships discussion

My wife and I gave ball busting a shot about a month back, but it didn’t work out well for us, so we probably won’t do it again anytime soon. Then just an hour ago, she texted me to “Do the dishes while I’m gone and vacuum downstairs.” I hadn’t jumped on it right away when she walked in mid-dishwashing. She greeted me with a kiss and gave my balls a hard squeeze—so hard I doubled over from pain. Apparently, they were supposed to be done before her return. I apologized, explained that time slipped by, and promised it wouldn’t happen again. It seems like she was genuinely trying to punish me because she knew our previous attempt at ball busting wasn’t exactly enjoyable for me, but here’s the thing: I absolutely loved it. Just thinking about it has kept me hard ever since, and I’m already hoping it happens soon.

What should I do? Part of me hesitates to tell her because a big part of what made it fun was seeing her actually upset and punishing me with that pain. I worry that if I admit I really liked it, she might not replicate the same dynamic next time. On the flip side, I don’t want to hide things from her. Any advice for those who’ve been in similar shoes would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.