Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

Hi everyone, I’d like to ask the guys who have spent a long time locked up under an online Keyholder. I’m guessing that before you got any real experience of being locked, even though it sounded exciting or interesting, there was at least some worry about what the downsides might be: What do you think? The reason I’m focusing on online KH setups is because I figure the emotional bond isn’t as strong as it would be in a face-to-face relationship. So back when you’d never been locked before, did you feel quite far from thinking that being kept in chastity was absolutely perfect? Partly just because you hadn’t tried it yet (but please correct me if I’m off). Now that you’ve been locked for ages, how do you view the chance of possibly getting unlocked again later on down the road? Since you know both sides now, which feeling hits harder—that earlier time when you were keen to give it a go but had doubts, or right now where being locked is your norm and the thought of unlocking would definitely be terrible?