Female led relationships discussion

Hello all, I’ve moved up to a 6 gauge and are planning soon to order the “orion” for traveling, which will serve as our primary device. I believe this might be even better than the holy trainer v2 we’ve been using so far. My question is: does anyone else have their PA cage on hold while already mentally prepared to commit to permanent chastity?? It’s still hard for me to picture giving up control of my pleasure permanently to my other half, especially since I know my mistress has a firm hand and will only grant release at wide intervals.