Introductions discussion

Morning CM, I’m glad I joined; you all seem like a lovely group. Back in my early teens, I realized I was submissive and pictured the type of woman I wanted to be with. Yet, I never quite found that person:(. My vanilla relationships have been rewarding, but my sex life hasn’t been as strong.. I gave it my all and did well;), though vanilla intimacy just isn’t for me.. I enjoy the prospect of being compelled to do things I’d rather avoid. I love pain and seeing myself as a butt slut. I began diving into this world about eighteen months ago. Mostly, my experience has involved manipulation and mistreatment by women I didn’t know personally. Recently, though, I met a boyfriend through that journey. He adores me deeply and will do whatever it takes to bring me joy—from allowing an open relationship to supporting me financially while I’m not employed. He goes above and beyond for me, including backing my connection with a domme. Still, I am barely bisexual. My past has made our dynamic challenging, as our needs diverge significantly. Moreover, I’ve always preferred avoiding men or even looking at them. Apart from submissive fantasies involving cock, I feel no attraction to guys … We started trying locking me up just a few weeks back, and I adore the sensation of having zero control! It transforms me into someone else, and I believe this is here to stay. We are both searching for the right person; we’re just not entirely sure how to proceed. I’m likely leaving out several key details! I’d really like to learn more about CM:) (Sunboi is my dog’s name )