Female led relationships discussion

Yes! I believe so. My wife and I have been apart across the Atlantic for a few months, but we’re now back together temporarily. It’s not exactly the kind of chastity setup I envisioned when we began this path. We don’t have any devices left behind in Europe, yet it has offered quite an unusual experience—specifically regarding willpower. Being able to touch myself freely is one thing; actually doing so without giving in is incredibly difficult for me; truly, mind-numbingly hard. It’s tough enough that I can see why certain religious groups practice self-flagellation… anything to distract your head from your junk! So, I was just allowed to come inside my wife. Such sweet relief! As usual, there’s a touch of regret mixed in. Should I have lasted longer? Am I being selfish? I’m worried about the pressure building up again until the next release, starting all over. She has helped with this… I am scheduled to perform oral on her within an hour or so. Cleanup time! It’s something I both loathe and love equally well. If I don’t clean her properly, I know I’ll face plenty of torment in the weeks and months ahead… but honestly, I really dislike the taste of cum! I’m positioned under the desk in the back room while she grades exam papers. Naked, kneeling on bare wood, licking away my own residue. Guess I should count myself fortunate. ~WF