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Hey everyone! Sorry about this long post, I just needed to catch up hehe. I’ve been lurking for ages, but now that I’m officially in chastity as of today, I thought it would be great to start a diary tracking my progress so my keyholder can read along if we aren’t talking.

To give some background: I am 19 and have wanted this for a long time. A year ago, I bought my first device (the CB-3000) and started experimenting alone. It didn’t go very far initially; I’d wear it for a few hours, get turned on by the thought of being locked up, then take it off to release. Finally, I worked up the courage to ask one of my close friends to help me try this out in real life and see if I liked it as much as I imagined. Luckily, she said yes! Since she lives two hours away, we decided to mail the key back and forth, with her keeping a spare too. We started talking seriously about it, and she spent a few days researching the subject before deciding that this would suit us well.

So now I am wearing it for real. I kept it on as long as possible, taking it off only when I was extremely turned on to masturbate, then putting it back on immediately afterward. For most of a week, I stayed locked up, spending maybe just one day total out of six between releases. We decided we were ready physically and mentally, so we set a schedule: three days for the first period, off for 24 hours, then back in for five days before reevaluating.

Day Zero On Sunday morning, I took the device off right after waking up to get some rest before being locked without an escape. It was off all day; needless to say, I enjoyed several orgasms and probably went a bit overboard with my anxiety.

Day One Monday: I woke up later than usual but felt excited, nervous, and scared. After showering and talking to my boss lady, I thought, “Why wait?” so I put it on. By noon, I clicked the lock shut and hurriedly mailed the key to her. I have to admit, the mental side didn’t really hit me until about an hour after sending the key away. When it did, whoa! My little guy acted like a caged animal trying his best to break out, but the cage held strong. Going on with my day while knowing I can’t get out even if I want to blows my mind—that’s kind of the point!

I am enjoying the experience so far. Life gets in the way sometimes, but I will try to keep this updated. Finally locked.