Female led relationships discussion

i must tell what i have done. my mistress, miss c keeps a lock box in her room.the bedroom we share however very little is mine so i just call it e has her toys stored in her lock box along with the keys to my queens keep that im in all but one hour per week. miss c is usually gone by the time i get up due to our different work secdules. yes i want in her box, it has the main thing i want (keys) plus other goodies, like lube. to use on my ( slut) my toy pussy miss c rarley lets me in.i think of lubing up my (slut) toy and just thrusting away while watching porn all the time. i spend a brief moment 2-3 times a week trying to figure out her combo lock password while she is gone of course. iv tryed all numbers i can think she would use, i cant figure it out. i know i could just go out to the tools and find something to pry the box or break the lock.or evan break the lock on my chasity device i cant get away from.hovever i feel thats just crossing the line.that would really effect our relationship. miss c has made it clear chasity is a part in our relationship if it is to continue to be lasting. yesterday morning i sent her a tex after i was woken by a would be hard on.telling her about it. she just replyed ( oh, poor baby). i felt horney and alone.so i got a idea i dont know why i have not thought of yet. i watched a u tube viedo of a guy cracking the master lock with no tools just his hands. he did it in like 30 sec, it took me like 20 min. i felt i played by the rules cuase i used no tools. you know whats next key+ lube+ toy pussy+ porn. ya it felt very good,2 times. afterwords i tex miss c what i have done . i must admit after empthying my balls i felt guilty. she is very angry. id rather tell her while she is away from me vs home. as of yesterday and today she has the keys on her person.im back in my cage. i pleded for a small free period,that idea got shot down.yesterday and today she is buisy, and has her son. so im safe for a bit. im worryed about having alone time with her now. she already every week makes me pay for my pleasures and flaws. there now iv told you all what this sub has done